Giving you a chance to miss me

No, it's not easier. I never said it was easier. But seeing things as they are, it's something I have to do. That I should do. Come sit next to me and look as far as you can. Stop living your life for just a minute and spend some time looking to where you're pointing. Can you see what I see? Nothing. Yes, I can see our words, our promises, I can even see some dreams that I hope aren't only mine, too. But what is that worth? Nothing. Yes, I want to believe it too. But I can't. I shouldn't. I'm all the things that you think I am, and even though I seem wonderful right now, reality and proximity are going to, eventually, win. Everything is fun now. Except the distance. But I know I'm not right for you. Not in the way that you're perfect for me. So, believe me. It's not easy. Easy is being where you wanted me to be. Easy is feeling the heart beating with the heart beating with the clock that would stop so that we could be together forever. So we could be together until it remembered to star ticking again. Seconds, minutes, hours, days, months and all the years with thousands of miles between us. Again. Because that's our destiny. Always being in the other side of the world. Always being in the wrong side of the world when all I wanted to be is by your side. Always wondering why we're not together and how it would be like if we were. Can you see it now? Can you see, now that you're finally looking to where I'm pointing?